Hi Ellis,
In 1998 I started to consider 'the dreamtime' Mayan interpretations which led me to realise that our 'time' is a manipulated fabrication for control and as you rightly point out, the Gregorian calander arbitratily wiped out almost two weeks of 'time' in one fell swoop! Also, the Vedic (Moon) system, in contrast to Western astrology, is 23' prior to the Western Sun system and this appears to correlate to the 'time' when the Earth's axis was balanced, before the 'wobble' of 23' off-centre axis, so this system is also unreal relative to our current 'times'. Of course, the whole programme of astrology goes back to Sumer (and beyond) when tablets record the influence of humanity by the ET genetic programmers who rule our World illusion today (hence the significance in the invasion of Iraq). I know now that the entire bible story is based on the astro-cycles, seasons and is largely the story of the pharoah dynastic genetic lines from these sources of control. All religions of course are based on this hiss-tory and the majority of humans are completely locked into its maintainence through repetition.
Thanks for your insight regards 'moment of being' as that of the point of conception, for I have always wondered about this, as again, it throws the astro-logic out of sync. More recently, I discovered a system named HDA - The Human Design System which is fabulously multi-dimensional (by comparison) and awesome in it's mechanical-looking structure; taking Sun, Moon and I-ching calculations into account, it claims that the moment of Soul entry into fetus is at the 88' prior to birth, or at the 6-month - 3rd trimester which made kind of sense. Then there's the info on the video (below) which claims that the 49th day is when the pineal gland activates the soul/human matrix. Hey-ho! I wonder .... as the fetus transits through the human creation story, from reptile to human, does it not show us that whilst we contain the reptillian implants of control that there is something inherent in our original design, that 'x' factor which enables us to transcend controlled robotic, mechanical reactive awareness into full-blown creative autonomy? Years ago, I read a book suggesting that the fixed, structured dimensions of control are 2,4,6,8 whilst the creative, imaginative, responsive numbers were 1,3,5,7 and 9. Is this why creative people are called 'odd'? haha I AM. The most telling experiential truth about astrology is that I can read virtually any sign's properties and attributes and apply them as real to my understanding of Self. We are all of it!
Of course, the Maya means illusion in any case, but it appears to be the most truthful measurement available in this wheel within wheel mechanised solar/galactic system that we find ourselves, so I conclude that 21-12-2012 does have great significance for Free Will choice. Don't fancy hanging around London for the Olympian's return on 2012, given the events of 7/7 heralding the 'victory'!
Considering the holographic nature of reality and how we get locked into a fixed position holds the key to our liberation and it's like disengaging from multiple layers of multi-dimensional chain-mail entrapping our individual and collective consiousness, in order to stand free and naked as our nature intended and insists. Seems like 'mission impossible' for sure to a) disentangle the Self and especially b) help others disentangle as well, as we are all connected. Have you seen the free video, www.pharmacraticinquisition.com ? As a psychedelic kinda person, it pleased me much! Ah, so this was the fruit of the tree of knowledge that naughty Eve, following her inner wisdom (serpent) ate in defiance of these 'gods' thereby transforming from robotic slavedrome to self-aware, self-propagating human.
Naturally, the gods never forgave woman for her rebellion, hence the crushing of her form in all aspects ('cept their hidden 'goddesses') to excise the inner wisdom of intuition, our keys to liberation. But first, 'tis necessary to know the thread-lines of the deceitful web which are legion, with most of humanity unaware of the obvious shackles weighing each step of their journey toward the dungeon. Some of us look to the locks and think we find keys to release us through astrology and numerology ..... only to discover more locks which is great because the potential for discovering the unlocking keys beckon us onward and hopefully upward on the return journey home. Oh, but the frustration with everything conspiring to discourage, block, waylay and entrap! Then, once a key to freedom is discovered, how to show others when they are blind and deaf? Doncha just get tired of being kicked about and labelled crazy by the unsane? Thank creation for a sense of humour!
In studying and appreciating the illusions of the five-sense matrix, I am beginning to understand the more subtle walls of its imprisoning web and these extend beyond physical life, in the cycle of countless reincarnations. We don't die, of course, but mostly instead of consciousness returning to infinite source of being, we get caught up for more programming on the astral levels of which 'there are many mansions'. Wheels within wheels, as we then reincarnate, pre-conditioned and trapped into another servile 'life' for ever more programming having first, of course, absorbed the entire genetic history of our 'host' parents, our 'past lives' and the human family globally! Boy, we must be extraordinarily powerful to require so much control!!
So, my friend, I ponder further ..... this construct of 'universe' 'solar system' 'galaxy' is just a fixed hologram maintained through our conscious/subconscious programming? The Sun/Moon/Stars, mere projections locking consciousness into a time zone of repetitive cycles and for some time I've looked at the Moon and felt that it is a machine which locks frequencies into cycles - nothing romantic in it at all - bang goes another illusion (trademark of the moon). And could we be the 'big bang' of self-realised consciousness at the end of the Mayan cycle? Like Trueman, walking through the door (veil) to reality?
Back to the 'numbers game' . Like everything else, they reflect the mirror of limitation the 'rulers' contain and deploy. Within us, our Reptillian Brain is their locking-mechanism 'gift' of enslavement and it is my feeling that we are about to become their 'frankenstein's monster' for we have retained our original stock and source which is unbound, unlimited and this is now being activated throughout the mirror-zone. As you know, it is heart-breaking to bear witness to the traumatic birth pains of a new reality, as the old-same-old is brought to the surface in order to face annihilation .... but such is mankind's choice through ignorance imposed and adopted. I say if living in this World doesn't break your heart then can you claim to have truly lived? And there we have it, the locks and chains within the brain/mind system of numbers, Be-Lie(f)s and programmed fantasies where the heart-knowing is precisely what the tyranny lacks and our tremendous advantage, strength and ultimate liberation-key as it is our portal to unified infinity. But then, Ellis, you know that for sure!
In Unity of Purpose,
Serena