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Ernest Principal

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* WARNING There are details in this article that may trigger anxiety. *

Guest writer, Ernest Principal, recounts his recollections of satanic rites that he was forced to participate in before aldulthood.

Caveat

Though Ernest leaves much to the imagination it is not a pleasant read and I advise you to be cautious of reading it. It is potentially triggering for survivors of abuse, and frightening for children.

If you pass the article on then please include the caveat. Thank you.

Satanic Memories

Firstly, I would like to thank Ellis for allowing me to use his web site to recount my memories of Satanic Ritual Abuse. I am deliberately not naming any place or anyone. I have seen how others who have told their stories have been treated and I have no intention of going through the same. Also, I do not want Ellis to receive any unneeded attention. My intention is to tell my story and then let the consequences, if any, unfold. Please note that even though my memories are detailed in chronological order, I actually received them in a hazy, jumbled manner. The pain, fear, paranoia and the sense of unreality triggered by these memories is enormous and anybody who manages to get through them and come out the other side has my utmost respect. I will attempt to retell my account in as concise and unemotional a manner as possible. There are other connected factors but I will just concentrate on my own experiences.

I have been interested in spiritual matters for a long time but I concentrated on the 'light' side and had never been concerned with conspiracy theories. However in 2006 I started having recurrent satanic abuse memories. They stemmed from my school days at two boys’ schools within the English independent school system. For those who are unaware, English public schools are not public but fee paying, such as Eton, Harrow or Winchester schools. The schools I attended are not in the very top bracket but are well known and respected schools. My first school was a Preparatory school, which was a feeder school for the larger public schools and I was there from the ages of 8-13 until I joined the larger public school, which I left at 18. These events took place in the 1960s and 1970s.

Preparatory School

1: My first satanic memory occurred in the chapel within the school. I would say I was about 9-years-old. I remember facing a row of masked people, about twelve in total. In the middle was a female dressed in a cowl similar to the one worn by the girl in the Scottish Widows advert if you have seen it. The woman resembled a famous American female actress. There were a few other children present. The masked people conducted a service, with chanting. I was then placed on a table in front of the altar where I had a sharp dagger placed at my throat which I thought was going to be my last moment in this world. I was then anally raped. The other children went through the same ordeal .At the end we were led out of the chapel where we were met by a man who took us back to our dormitories. He was joking with us as if nothing had happened.

There are other memories of similar services within the chapel and sexual abuse.

2: I remember being in the school's sick bay and lying in a bed. There were bright lights in my face and I was wearing a set of headphones through which a noise similar to the sound made when you phone a fax telephone number was passed. There were men behind the lights and another man was wearing a white doctor's coat but I cannot recall his face.

3: I was in a room with another boy who I don't recognise and I am laid on a bed similar to a doctor's couch. He says : "Don't worry, after it is over you won't remember a thing."

4: I have a memory of being in a bungalow where I was raped. As I leave, my 'minder' says to another man: "It's ok, he won't remember".

I have further memories of this school but have outlined the ones that I think are important.

Public School

At 13, I moved to the Public School.

1: I remember being in a circular wooded area with others. There are adults who wear clothes similar to monks’ habits and other children. There is a man attached to a makeshift cross made of trees. Chanting is sung by the figures in the monks’ habits and the man then has his throat cut. His penis is cut off and passed around everyone present who has to kiss it. The man is then set on fire.

2: I recall being in the school's chapel where a service is held by figures in the monks’ habits described previously. Animals are sacrificed.

3: My next memory was lying in a dug grave in woods while people in hoods walk around me. They are chanting as they move.

4: I remember digging a hole in a field, within the school's bounds, and disposing of the bodies of two teenage girls. We then had to refill the hole with earth once this had been done.

5: I remember being at another 'service' in the same wooded area mentioned above. There were no sacrifices at this service.

This was my last memory. I would say that it stopped at about the age of fifteen - maybe I lost my appeal!

These memories came through from 2006 - 2009. I haven't had any further remembrances for about a year. To be honest, I doubt I would have gone public but for the discovery that one of Britain's most notorious murderers of the last thirty years had connections to one of the schools. I cannot say for sure it is not just coincidence but the link to the school has persuaded me to tell my story. The other factor in my decision was that one of the schools is virtually bang on one of England's main energy spiritual hot spots and would be an ideal position for a satanic group.

After a lot of indecision which way was the best to proceed I contacted Ellis Taylor. He tactfully suggested I look into the Bloodline theory. After researching the family tree I discovered there are distant family links to some of the country's best known genealogies. However, I would agree with Ellis that it is more a spiritual matter, than just the bloodline, which goes back many centuries and is linked to previous spiritual experiences within the family DNA. Also, my birthday falls on a major pagan holiday. However, I must say this abuse had nothing to do with Paganism as a religion, whose members I have found to be very entertaining company.

I have searched my memories as best I can to see if either of my parents had any involvement. I have not been able to find any connections to them and I believe they sent me to the schools with the best of intentions. This has led me to conclude that extensive records are kept of family links. It may be that some of this occurs at an unconscious level but my view is that it is planned very carefully. My other conclusion is that it was connected to experiments in Mind Control which are now being used on a worldwide scale.

I have no further memories after the age of 15 and none in my adult life. To the best of my knowledge I have had no further connections with Satanism apart from my school days.

These were my memories of satanic abuse but they come with a large caveat. I do not know for sure if these events took place. There are pointers that my memories are real but without corroboration I am unable to say for sure whether they happened. Another reason why I am 'going public' is to shake the tree and see what falls. If my memories are correct then there are others who had similar experiences to mine and I would encourage them to come forward. I understand it is a very difficult process but there are many people like Ellis who would be willing to help.

Ernest Ptincipal March 2010

Response

Hi Ellis,

Reading the account by Ernest Principal brought back our memories of visiting Stoneyhurst College a few years ago now. We went to an Antiqu eFair there being held inside the hall. -a terrible place-gothic, cold, the dirty itching feeling in the vibes - sexual deviation. I think I may have told you about this before. Near to Pendle Hill (more poor souls victimised even after death by the 'Most Haunted' teams.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/uk/628786.stm

"St Mary's pupils go to Stonyhurst College" (above).

The former head of a prep school attached to a leading Catholic college in north-west England has been jailed for three years for sexually abusing pupils. Rory O'Brien, 57, was a teacher at St Mary's Hall, the feeder school for Stonyhurst Catholic College near Hurst Green, when he committed the offences. O'Brien had denied six charges of indecent assault dating back to the early 1970s. - - -"

and another

"Five men, one of them a priest, have been arrested during a police investigation into sex abuse at St. Mary's Hall, the preparatory school for Stoneyhurst College in Lancashire. The five have been charged with indecent assault on young boys and will appear at Blackburn Magistrates Court on 18 June (1999). Another former teacher at St. Mary's Hall was earlier charged with indecent assault. The police investigation into possible abuse at the school between 1968 and 1998 is continuing. The police have emphasised however, that there is nothing to suggest that pupils now attending St Mary's Hall or Stonyhurst are at any risk. ('Five men arrested from Jesuit preparatory school', The Tablet, 1 May 1999)"

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Interesting name!!!

Operation Whiting

" - - - -A number of names surfaced during the force's Operation Whiting inquiry into Stonyhurst College, a Jesuit college near Clitheroe, Lancashire, where nine former priests and teachers were arrested in connection with allegations of sexual abuse over the past 30 years. A number of officers who worked on the Stonyhurst case have been transferred to the new investigation. - - - -"

http://tinyurl.com/yzfmx8b

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stonyhurst

www.oldclitheroe.co.uk/page172.htm

www.stonyhurst.ac.uk/printer_925.shtml

When you look at the numbers of 'old boys' and their future career postions the web spreads. Ignatius of Loyola said, "Give me a boy before the age of seven and he will be mine forever."

The children abused were given 'special' privileges according to the Tablet link. As usual, nothing appears to have changed for the children - early retirement for the perpetrator, on a fat pension of course.

http://tinyurl.com/cuwbr6

Preston Catholic College, Patrick Raggett, Fr Spencer, High Court

Our thoughts go to 'Ernest Princicpal' that he can now start his healing process facing his nightmares. Some victims are never able to achieve that in a lifetime or until there is a trigger.

From darkness to LIGHT,